This personal narrative chronicles the profound journey of living with chronic kidney disease, from diagnosis to dialysis. It details the physical challenges of dietary restrictions, medication management, and the emotional toll of social isolation. The author shares intimate experiences with different treatment options, including the demanding process of preparing for a transplant. The article explores the psychological impact of the waiting list and the importance of finding community and support. Ultimately, it is a story of resilience, adaptation, and learning to balance hope with acceptance while navigating a life defined by medical routine.